I feel properly low this morning because it is one of my best, oldest friends birthday’s and I can’t be there with her to celebrate. Also, it’s worse because I know most of my other friends are, because they all uni up North and it’s cheap to get from place to place. I, on the other hand, would have to pay a good £50 (which I really don’t have) and because of other commitments for last night and Sunday I would have had to go up this morning and turn around and come back again this evening. It’s really shitty missing her birthday and I really, really miss all my friends from home this morning.
I want to be there with them more than anything right now.
